Fuck, I miss you a lot.

Everything feels right.

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Did you know that I just love you so?

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And promise me that you won’t let anyone get between us, between what we have now.

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And this honeymoon phase is over and all that’s left is to think about what the fuck we’re going to do in the future and how we’re going to do it.

Because no matter how hard I try, I can’t get you out of my mind, and I can’t wrap my head around this whole fucked up situation in which we lost ourselves in bad timing and bad luck.

So here’s to us and I hope we make it out alive.

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I can still feel your mouth on my skin, leaving trails down my neck and shoulder and setting my body on fire.

We wrapped ourselves around each other in the backseat of your car until the windows steamed up and the sweat stuck to our skin.

The way we were pressed together - I could feel every inch of you as you laid there and told me that I was “fucking beautiful.”

And even though there were ten other people in that room, it was just you and me.

Those lazy circles I traced on your wrist,

That one place where you’re ticklish,

That look you gave me, your half smile.

I can remember everything about that night.

I listened to your heartbeat during the night, and now I want to know where it is.